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Te Whakapouri...The Darkening is made!

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 23 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 22 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 21 update

Behind the Scenes Footage - 18 July Shoot

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 20 update

Behind the Scenes Footage - 11 July Shoot

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 19 update

9 July 09

TE WHAKAPOURI...THE DARKENING

Two more days to go until the first shoot. It is hard to believe that exactly 409 days ago on May 26 2008 (as recorded in my 2008 Daily Planner) I began writing the first script of Te Whakapouri...The Darkening.

WRITER

In nine days I wrote a 94 pg feature film script. It was, in my opinion, a powerful script, filled with all the elements of war, love, jealousy, revenge, redemption. However. it lacked the 'uniqueness' that I was trying to say. So I rewrote and rewrote it, yet it still lacked that 'uniqueness'. Then I had a korero (talk) with someone who said to me, 'Explain to me in one sentence, what the essence of the movie is about'. I thought about that and realized it was meant to be in essence what I feel Jehovah would be like if he came to earth as a man, and how he would interact with his creation (Tana Tu a prophet in this case). So I rewrote the script from that perspective and ended up with a 8min short film (9min when translated into te reo Maori).

PRODUCER

Now that I had a definite script I set out to raise the finances to make the movie. My original target was $38,000, this was so that I could make a professional short movie where everyone was paid and I had all the resources I required at my disposal.

1. So I went cold calling,
2. Phoned people.
3. Emailed people.
4. Arranged Hui (meetings) with people.

In all I applied to about 300 different businesses, organizations, sponsors and grants. Then, just as I was on the verge of giving up Sarah Dugsdale from the North Shore Council threw me a lifeline and said that if I applied to the Council under the Creative Communities Grant, she personally would push hard for me to get the money, although I would have to apply for a lot less than the original $38,000. So I thought to myself what if I can get the cast and crew for free? How much would it cost then at the bare minimum? I figured I could make it for $3,000. So put in the application and I received the great news that I had been successful and was getting $2,500! I was wrapped! So I set a definite date for the 11 July 09. I had waited long enough and sure as hell wasn't waiting one second longer! So this gave me a definite time frame to work toward, in which i had to acquire the cast and crew.

TALENT SCOUT

So I listed on Star Now for the cast and The Big Idea for the crew. I had a number of time wasters reply, who offered the moon, but in reality, gave a piece of dirt. But, I managed to pull together a great team of cast and crew. Straight up people who said, Yeh this is a great project and we want to be involved'. So to each and everyone of you...Awesome! Thanks heaps a!

PRODUCTION MANAGER

Once I had the money, I then had to organise the props, production equipment etc, plus organise numerous other details. Even now, at this late stage I still have some last minute equipment to purchase! And because the budget is blown, I will be the one forking out! Ha ha ha. Still, this is my dream so it is worth the cost.

LOCATION SCOUT

I then had to go and find all my locations. I went all the way up the Waitakeres, to the inner city. I had some choice locations sussed out, but because of legal technicalities, were unable to obtain them. But, I managed in the end to find some awesome locations.

PRODUCTION

Now, everything is in place and we are ready to shoot on Saturday the 11 July 09. If the weather holds we will be able to wrap this up in two weekends. We will follow my exact shot list and if I feel there is enough time, throw in some extra shots too.

DIRECTOR

My style of directing is to interact with the cast in order to draw out their best performances. Plus I want to capture as best I can the 'imagery' and 'symbolism' of the scenes I have in mind. There are some extremely powerful visual scenes and if we can capture them how I visualize them, we are going to have one bloody awesome movie!

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 18 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 17 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 16 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 15 update

Short Film - Te Whakapouri - No. 14 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 13 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 12 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 11 update

This is the first pono (true) and proper official Hui (meeting) for Te Whakapouri. The hui that took place on the 23rd April (go back to my old posting if you wish to see this) turned out to be a dud. But, I feel strongly that things are now falling into place and that Providence is with me as the right people are appearing, just when I need them most.

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 10 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 9 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 8 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 7 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 6 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 5 update

Finally figured out how to upload properly, so now the picture is clearer.

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 4 update

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 3 update

6 May 09

Two more days until the 48hr film comp. I am going to rise to the challenge and do my best as director. The good thing is that we have a good cast on board. I have a editor (hopefully) so that will be a major help.

I have a definite DOP on board for Te Whakapouri! Yeh! Plus a possible make-up artist as well. My Production Manager pulled out, which I felt was extremely dishonorable and unprofessional, as she made a promise to be 100% committed. Still, it is only a set back, it is better I found out now about her unreliability, rather than later.

Auditions are set to take place on the 17th May.

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 2 update

Te Whakapouri is up and running and I am fully committed to that process. My main focus now is getting everything ready, and raising the finances.

Short Film Te Whakapouri No. 1 update

Here is a blurb of me talking about Te Whakapouri...The Darkening.

18 Apr 09

Ka pai! Choice! The Maori translation for Te Whakapouri...The Darkening is completed and is now in script form. One year ago I had a vision to see Te Whakapouri made into a short film, this year that dream is (and will be) realized. I have determined to go the low budget route and will be re-writing my production schedule etc, with that aim in mind.

17 Apr 09

I will be re-writing the budget for Te Whakapouri today, plus the actual shooting schedule etc.  I plan to be able to shoot the entire movie in 6 days max.  

14 Apr 09

We had a successful shoot today. We used a HD camera. I will definitely be purchasing one of them as soon as I am able. The clarity of the pictures is excellent. Still, I will utilize the resources I have 100%. I intend to upload at least one item (film/snippet/doco) per week onto my blog, which I shall film and upload. I may even aim to create at least one new short film per week as long as I am on the course! It would definitely be a challenge, but I can do it! Will I? We shall wait and see!

13 Apr 09

I have decided to make Te Whakapouri...The Darkening on as low a budget as possible. So, I will be re-writing my strategy as to how I intend to achieve this. There are some things that will cost, others that will not.

Do what you can

with what you have

where you are...

10 Apr 09

I am heading back up North for Easter. It is a welcome break from the rat race. I will be staying with the whanau. I am going to take my PC, so I can show them editing. I have formulated a idea for raising the putea for my short film. I cannot reveal the exact strategy, but I will be implementing it immediately upon my return.

9 Apr 09

I am at Natcoll.  We will be shooting a 30 sec ad on Tuesday.  It is part of the course.  The course is kei te pai.  I will be traveling back up North tomorrow for Easter.  I am looking forward to leaving the rat race behind.  I will place another ad on The Big Idea for a camera operator, for the 48 hr film comp.  I also need a gaffer and a sound operator, plus a editor.  Otherwise I will be going hard by myself!  Still, at least I have the actors and actresses!

8 Apr 09

Well, it actually wasn't such a good thing to receive those emails from people who have seen my ad on The Big Idea, as they all think I already have the financing.  They obviously did not even bother to take the time to read the ad properly, so I am going to withdraw it and try and get a Producer on board.

7 Apr 09

I have had a number of positive responses from my ad on The Big Idea.  I am happy with the positive responses.  Especially due to the fact that I do not have the required finances yet.  Therefore that is my primary focus, to raise the putea ASAP.  Pre Production finances are required ASAP.  I had to pay a considerable amount of my own money just last week to have the script translated into te reo Maori, then I will have to re-write that into scripped.com.  So I will place another ad for a Producer to work on a pro bono contract.  I also have to re-write the budget, making changes here and there, as a experienced Producer must be offered the right incentive to work on my project.

6 Apr 09

I am currently at Natcoll technology working on a Apple I Mac. I have to admit I really dislike these computers. They are definitely not user friendly. Still, I will have to learn how to use them, as I will be on them for the remainder of this year.

I will be moving into my new whare (house) tonight, so that is ka pai (good), as I will be able to set up all my editing equipment etc. The landlady seems very friendly, plus it is clean and tidy as well. The main thing is, I will now be able to focus 100% on everything I need to do in regards to my film making goals.

5 Apr 09 (cont)

I have come up with a idea to start raising some finances for Te Whakapouri...The Darkening. I am going to set up my camera etc at Ponsonby (with a monitor) with a poster and I will be asking people for contributions. This is one idea I will be doing. I emailed my whanau. This morning, I have to slightly re do my website, as the contact details are out of view on the main page. Plus I need to finish the storyboard and start on my shot list 100%. I will also write a letter to the Mayor of Waitakere to film there.

5 Apr 09

I have been enjoying the course. It definitely is a quality course, during which I will be learning a lot of knowledge. The tutor is excellent. She is very creative and lateral in her teaching methods. She teaches her students to think with their (our) imaginations. I will be learning many awesome special effects, so that these can be incorporated into my short Te Whakapouri...The Darkening.

1 Apr 09

Today I begin my Diploma in Post Production Course at Natcoll. Hopefully I will gain precious knowledge from the course and advance my editing skills to a truly professional level.

I have completed the short film budget. The final figure is $37,538. So that is the target I will be aiming to raise ASAP. I am now having it translated (dialogue) into te reo Maori (it will have English subtitles). I am funding this myself. Plus I will be paying a Production Manager to come on board and help with the film as well. So the sooner I can acquire some finances, the better.

I am fully, 100% committed to this. I have the same feeling I have always had, when I commit to a artistic venture, knowing intuitively, it is going to come off. This absolute faith (well, 99%! Ha ha ha) is there now. There is always the 1% doubt, but, that is life. The main thing is, I am going to raise the finances however I can. I am going to do it. I am going to make this short movie, no matter what.

Whether you think you can

or whether you think you can't,

you are right.

30 Mar 09

I saw Lee, the producer for our 48hr film yesterday. He has a wheelchair for a dolly for us, plus he also is trying to secure a helicopter and a cherry picker, plus some sponsorship too.

I will be asking a non-profit organization for umbrella status today so I can do some serious fundraising etc for Te Whakapouri. The key is to keep 100% focussed.

Believe you can do it

28 Mar 09

I have completed the final draft of Te Whakapouri...The Darkening. It shall remain as it is, word for word. It is easy enough to rewrite, rewrite and rewrite a script. You just have to say enough, then focus on making what you have written, into the best short film you can.

It is now a 8 min short film, but once translated into te reo Maori, it will be about 10 mins. I have done most of the 1st rough story board. I have also begun a budget, plus a mission statement, as to my vision for Te Whakapouri...The Darkening. I started it off as a feature film, but it is now a short, and I am happy with that.

The film is quite unusual actually. It does not follow the stereotypical 3 act Hollywood structure. No, it is in essence a truly creative and artistic piece and I am proud of it.

I will be keeping a regular update on here (and by video, once our broadband is back on line), to state exactly where I am in regards to the progress of my short film Te Whakapouri (and my other film making ventures). On Monday I will start fundraising.

On Wednesday I start my advanced editing course. In May is the 48hr comp. So I will be busy.

Do what you can

with what you have

where you are.

27 Mar 09

I begin my Advanced Diploma in Post Production at Natcoll Technology next Wed (1 April). I intend to study 100% and learn everything I can.

I have not heard back from my writer for the 48 hr comp, so that causes me some concern. I just hope that she is still committed to it, as it would be good to have her on board. However, I will do the script if she cannot, because of her other commitments.

I have put some hardening compound on my tripod in an attempt to fix it. I am still not confident that it will hold, so as a added precaution, I will use duct tape to further bind it, whenever I use the tripod.

I will hear back in May about the Creative NZ grant of $10,000, and if I receive it to finish my doco, or not.

I have finished the short version of Te Whakapouri. I am going to go with it, just how it is. Some people take years to write and rewrite a script. Not for me, I will write a film script quickly and efficiently. I know now the main formula for a independent movie, so the next time I start on a feature film, I will use those structures.

I will start on my storyboard (Te Whakapouri) at the library today. I intend to have everything in place by Wed next week! The storyboard, shot list, budget, crew, cast, etc. I then intend to send a detailed proposal to Creative NZ for funding, although I will seek to raise the money from other means regardless, in order to be able to film it etc.

24 Mar 09 (cont')

All big men are dreamers.

They see things in the soft haze of a spring day
or in the red fire of a long winter's evening.

Some of us let great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them,
nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light
which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true.

24 Mar 09

Happy Birthday Pene! Today I turn the big 40! Anyway, I received a cool leather jacket from my waihine (partner) which looks similar to the one on the movie the Matrix, worn by Neo.

I re-edited the documentary 'snippets' for Creative NZ. I have applied for $10,000 to complete the doco, although what my chances are, who knows. Still, I am going to keep reapplying to them.

I have finished Te Whakapouri. I have turned it into a short film instead (8 pgs, but once it is translated into te reo Maori, it will be about 12 pgs). I just lost motivation and interest to keep writing the feature length script. So, I have decided to just make the short movie instead. It is a real 'weird' religious script now. Definitely unconventional! So I am going to focus on the storyboard, shot log, budget etc. I will be shooting that short once I raise the funding to do so. Perhaps, if the short is a success, I may decide to re-commit to writing a feature length version of Te Whakapouri. Perhaps not. Some may see my decision as a lack of determination. I do not. There is a time and a place for every purpose under the sun, and as a result of all my time and effort, I learnt a lot about what to do next for a feature length script, especially one that is designed to be made independently. Each scene needs to be written, so that I take into account the logistics of the scene (location, number of actors etc), without compromising the creativity of the script.

I have studied numerous books on film-making, done a number of courses, made some creative films, docos etc. None of these have been financially successful, or won accolades etc. But, by persisting in what I am doing, I am becoming more skilled. I intend to be the best film director that I can.

Happy Birthday Pene!

8 Mar 09

I filmed the Growl show last night. I captured some excellent behind the scenes footage. Right now I am in negotiations with the creative editor, Miriam, if they want me to edit the footage or not. Hopefully I will find out soon.

The 48 hr film comp is not far off. I have decided to re-advertise on the Big Idea, but I will be a lot more specific this time, as to who I want to get on board.

I have been dilly-dallying around with Te Whakapouri, so I have decided to re-commit to writing the script and undertaking the trailer ASAP.

5 Mar 09

I went to my Sister's graduation today for her Bachelor's Degree in Social Services. It took her three years to acquire. Plus having three children to raise and a dysfunctional partner. So she has done very well. Plus she got the most successful student for Social Services as well. So, she is the first to get these awards. Kia-ora Sisi, mo tou mahi. Ka pai!

4 Mar 09

Well the deal for the ABA fell through. That will be the last time I collaborate with anyone for fights. Never again, that's for sure. The Maori writer's Hui was cancelled at the last minute. I was pissed off with that, as I just got the email today, and I was just going to go to the Hui. I had to cancel the special manuhiri that I had invited too...so that was really ho-ha.

The marae is back on the agenda...It seems one just goes around and around in circles. Tonight I will start editing the doco on Hemi. I am going to make it choice as. Basically I started doing a doco on Hemi, who is one of my old bro's and a alkie. He is trying to reform his life. The doco is called, "Hemi's korero...Jame's story". So I will begin that process tonight.

2 Mar 09

Well...I am back up and running in regards to my editing...So I have been editing hard out. The editing system has a small (well actually major) glitch in it. It 'glitches' right at the beginning of a DVD, which ruins the whole thing. But it seems to only do that on a comp DVD, not a TV DVD.

I got the DVD back for the boxing. It looks professional. I now have to get hold of my business partner in that venture.

27 Feb 09

Everyday, regardless of my circumstances, I will focus on my goals. By doing at least one things each day, no matter how small, toward my goal of being a feature film director...is the key to success. For as Confucius said...The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

Who would have thought I would be where I am now, in regards to my career as a film maker? Yet, I still have a long way to go. And it will be a life long journey. I will continue to set goals all my life.

Now, as for Te Whakapouri. For me to actually turn this into a film will be the greatest creative achievement of my life. And when I accomplish this goal, it will open many doors for me...many. But, it is going to take a lot of hard work and determination to do so. Determination and persistence are omnipotent. And that is 100% true. Success is not dependent on intellect, or money, or luck (although these things help), but above all, on determination. For when the shit hits the fan, things get tough, life deals the hard knocks, the losers give up while the winners carry on. And often when things seem their worst, those who keep on just a little longer, suddenly find success comes their way.

Up and at em...Atom Ant!

26 Feb 09 (cont')

Well the comp 'deal' has fallen through...It was meant to be a contra deal...but the other party has changed their mind. So that is that. Regardless of my circumstances I will keep on keeping on!

26 Feb 09

I will be going to look at the new comp today. Hopefully I will be up and editing again tonight! I will also be getting stuck into re-writing Te Whakapouri. I will be making some significant changes...really reducing it to the raw essence of what I desire it to be.

I met Annie yesterday. The Hui was really constructive. In particular, she asked me a patai (question) which has really made me think about the script and how I want it to be. She said, 'In a sentence, tell me what the script is about'. I replied, 'It is about Tana Tu, a Maori warrior prophet, who rises to greatness, but is undone by the sin of jealousy'. Now actually, that is not, in essence what the script is about. The script, in essence, is about Tana's relationship with Jehovah. Otherwise, if I went on what I said, the essence of the script would be about jealousy and betrayal...It is not. That is a B story. The A story is Tana's relationship with Jehovah...So I am really going to focus on making that happen. I feel that in my 1st script I just touch the surface in that regards.

Also, as I write the next script I will be cutting it to the bone, without losing the integrity of the creative aspects of the script, so that it is as cheap (props, location etc) as possible to make. Not that it is going to be a cheap movie, or look cheap, no. But that I will make it as cheap as possible to make.

Annie mentioned that a Red camera goes for about $20,000. This being so, I am simply going to buy a big red for the making of the movie, as it will actually cost more to simply hire it! A red Camera is basically a 35mm, but which is digital (so you save heaps on film stock, editing etc), and which can be downloaded straight to a computer to be edited on Final cut pro 6!

The crew itself, is going to be a skeleton crew, both for the trailer and the movie. This will not compromise the creative integrity of the story however. So the crew will be thus:
Writer - Me.
Director - Me.
Editor - Me (plus I may have a co-editor).
Producer -
Co-producer - Me.
Production manager - Me (for the trailer only).
1st AD - Top/Annie (?).
Cinematographer.
Focus puller.
Sound recordist.
Gaffer.
Gopher.

So I am now going to throw myself into this project 100%. I am going to write down clear cut goals with clearly defined dates and I am going to ACTION them. The two immediate goals are to get everything ready for the trailer (using scenes which are definitely going to be in the movie), plus start on the re-write.

In a world where death is the hunter my friend,

there is no room for regrets or doubts,

there is only time for decisions.

.

25 Feb 09

Well...I have the option of undertaking the Editing course at Natcoll. I have to decide if I will do so or not. My purpose for doing so is that I advance my editing skills. I can do good basic editing, but, I am unable to do really advanced editing, which is where I would like to be.

Hopefully I will get that computer, although that is not definite now. I have Edius editing software licenced to me which I intended to use.

I have had only two responses from the emails I sent out to those who responded to my ad on The Big Idea. But that is kei te pai, as it sifts the real actors/crew from the wannabes.

24 Feb 09 (con't)

Well I have just had some excellent news...I will be scoring a computer soon, so I will be able to get into some serious editing once again. I am using Neo editing. It is only the basic package...but you can still do quality mahi (work) with it. I have heaps of footage to edit. So I am really looking forward to getting the computer.

I have sent a bulk email to everyone who responded to my ad on The Big Idea for the 48hr film comp...just to let them know where I am at this stage. I am going to do the best job that I can in that regards.

I pick up the DVD of the fights I filmed at the ABA on Saturday night. My collaborating partner said it looked really good...so that is kei te pai (good). I will email all the boxing clubs to let them know they can score copies off me.

24 Feb 09

Kia-ora everyone. Well I have changed my website completely so that it is focused on my film career and in particular my movie Te Whakapouri.

I will be undertaking a major rewrite ASAP. I intend to simplify the movie so that it is centralized to one main area (the forest/bush). I also intend to strengthen the central story of Tana's relationship with Jehovah, which I feel was not really dealt with in essence as I desire it to be.

I am currently studying a good book written by a independent film maker (who has written, directed and filmed three independent movies) and some of his advice is good, especially in regards to looking at the costs involved. So I intend to keep this in mind during the re-write, to keep costs down, without compromising the integral mana (creative dignity) of my story.

My film is in essence a artistic venture. It is not aimed at commercial success (like Hollywood), but I believe it can be financially successful (to a certain degree). Still, my aim is to tell my story in the way I want to tell it.

The 48hr film comp is not far off. I am trying to organise a crew and cast so that I am 100% prepared for the comp (8-10 May). I intend to make the best movie I can (both creatively and technically).

I do not know if I am a 'naturally talented' director, but, I believe I can be a very good one. Still, if the talent is there, I intend to realize it.

23 Feb 09

He aha to moemoea? What is your dream? Ask your wairua (spirit) that question...and whatever it answers...follow it.

As for myself...I shall pursue my quest of being a film maker...even when it leads to places of darkness and doubt. The main thing I need to do though from now on, is to be a lot more careful with whom I share my dream, for there are many dream stealer's in the world and they often come disguised as friends and whanau.

6 Feb 09

Waitangi Day. The most important day in Maoridom and what time does the so called Maori Television start? 3pm. That says a lot about their professionalism.

Anyway, what they do, or do not do, does not concern me as I never watch the channel anyway. So, enough said.

As for me, I am going to get my A into G.

5 Feb 09

(Cont') Now that I have moved to Auckland, I am going to re-organise my goals. The reason for the move was in order to advance my film career (plus a significant personal reason). There were very little opportunities for growth in Whangarei. Practically none. So I intend to focus 100% on my career.

It was a big move to come here. I intend to make it worthwhile. As far as I am concerned it is a brand new beginning and I will treat it as such. A opportunity for me to further develop my skills and knowledge.

I intend to sieze the opportunities and possibilities that exist here in Auckland. I will have a can do attitude and will be relentless in the pursuit of my dream.

5 Feb 09

Well...from now on this blog is going to be focused solely on my feature length movie...Te Whakapouri.

4 Feb 09

I am moving to Auckland today. The reality is, if I am to take my vision for my feature film (and my other film projects) to the next level, I need to step out of my comfort zone and move to where there are other visionaries. Simple as that. So even though I am apprehensive about the move, I am going to make it. And I am going to do so today.

The letter I personally handed out to all the main Maori organizations has had no response, so I am no longer going to bother with them at all. I will try other means to raise the putea I need for the movie.

The film industry here in Whangarei is ka mate...dead. There is no film industry. It is stagnant. And my creative wairua feels as if it is suffocating.

As for my Video Production Business, I will keep on track with that, but, in a different format, and in Auckland. I have a idea in mind which I shall pursue in Auckland and see what happens. But, I am not interested in doing T.V. ads, or weddings etc. My interest lies in making movies and documentaries, so I am going to pursue those things 100%.

I do not know what the future holds...But...I am the Master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.

28 Jan 09

The following is a letter I recently wrote and personally delivered to the main Maori organizations in Whangarei for tautoko for my movie Te Whakapouri. I have had one positive response thus far from Ms. Karen Sidney, a professional Maori writer, director and producer. She has given her full support, by stating she will offer what advice she can, plus, she will introduce me to those who may be able to assist. Feel free to read the letter in detail:

Mr. Penehanmine Netana-Patuawa
37 Westend Ave
Whangarei
Mobile 021 0295 4710
Website http://www.tanatu.co.nz/
Email tanatuproductions@yahoo.co.nz

Tena koe:

RE MAORI FEATURE FILM

I write this letter to you, in all sincerity and truth. I ask only that you read it with a open ngakau me wairua (heart and spirit). I write to you as one Maori to another...nga tangata whenua o te Tai Tokerau.

We all have dreams, do we not? And when I say dreams, I do not mean the dreams that we have when we are asleep, but those that we have when we are awake. Yet, for many of us, our dreams have been desecrated, demeaned, destroyed by the realities of life. Remember the time when you were a child? Remember your dreams? As children we believed with an open heart that they would come true, yet for most of us, except the lucky few, they did not. Where we to blame? Sometimes, yes, through the choices we made, but sometimes it was also external forces beyond our control, which destroyed our hopes and dreams. But it does not matter how or why they were destroyed, they were. But, life being life, new dreams are always being born, and come true, if we choose to follow them, with all our heart, mind and soul.

Many of my dreams have become wrecked and ravaged by the effects of tide and time and life. But, now I have a new dream. And what is that dream? It is to film and direct a feature film I have written called Te Whakapouri and create the Tai Tokerau’s first ever Maori feature film. The film is about Tana Tu, a Maori warrior prophet, who rises to greatness, but is undone by the sin of jealousy. It is a powerful film script, with elements of jealousy, war, love, miracles etc (For a full synopsis, please visit my website http://www.tanatu.co.nz/ and go to the movie link). If you want to read the full script, please contact me and I will send it via email.

However, I know that to turn this dream into reality is going to take a great deal of determination and persistence and hard work. Not just a little bit, but immense hard work, because if you have a big dream, you have to put in the huge effort that is required to make it work. And I am prepared to do that. I am prepared to stay the course, until the dream becomes reality. My other dreams have fallen by the wayside, but, not this dream, no; this one is going to come true.

So I am writing this letter to you, to ask for your tautoko to help me make my film. Whether you help me as an iwi, hapu, roopu or individual, is up to you. All I ask is for your tautoko. And the tautoko I am after can come in many different ways. Advice, financial, use of resources, you (your roopu, hapu, iwi) coming on board, or whatever other support you would like to give. I also ask that you do not just read this, and then ignore it completely. No, I ask that you at least look at my website http://www.tanatu.co.nz/ (go to the movie link) and also respond to me. That is all I ask. After all, if Peter Jackson wrote to you about a film he is directing, would you not at least reply to him? And do I not have the same mana as him?

But even better, I would like your tautoko. Yes, tautoko is what I desire. I desire nga tangata whenua o Tai Tokerau, to tautoko me. For nearly one year now I have carried this burden by myself. I have had many obstacles (internal and external) to overcome. I have often felt disheartened and discouraged, but, i roto i toku ngakau me wairua, I have continued to believe in the power of my dream. I have gone through the official channels, Aho Whakaari, Film Commission etc. But, they are not interested, saying it is not ‘right’. But, that is their opinion. They said the same thing about Once were Warriors! So I am not listening to the critics, to the so called experts, to the naysayers and the dream stealer's, I am listening to the inner mana of my wairua, which tells me my film would be, should be, must be created. It must be created so I can tell the story of the struggle of our people to the world. So they can know of the great warrior prophets who led the resistance against the tauiwi.

Since I first began this hikoi, I have, through my own initiative, done many things to get tautoko for what I am doing. I have created my website, with a link to my film, put things onto ‘The Big Idea’, a creative communities site. I have also put something on You Tube (Which is on my website), plus communicated with the Film Commission etc. From all of this, I have had a number of responses from people in the film industry. A number of whom have read my script and said it was extremely powerful. However, their tautoko has been limited, as they either live in Auckland, Wellington, or even overseas! So our korero has mainly been through emails etc. None of them have been able to help financially. From these people, there are three who have shown 100% tautoko and have agreed to come on board 100% if/when some financing is available. The three are Grant, Top and Jan (I will only give their last names if you ask and they allow it, just for privacy reasons). Grant is a professional actor – Maori. He lives in Auckland. Top is a production manager/1st assistant director – Maori. She lives in Wellington. Jan is a professional cinematographer – German. He is currently in South Africa, but coming back to Aotearoa soon. I have only met Jan (before he went to South Africa for holiday) the once at the Whangarei library, when we went over the trailer for the film.

With their collaboration (and hopefully yours) my next immediate step is to make a professional three minute trailer. Now, you would have seen the trailers for movies right? Well, the reason for a trailer is to ‘capture’ the audience’s attention. Normally a trailer is made after the movie has been finished. But, it is increasingly common nowadays for film-makers to make a trailer in order to attract potential investors. For a trailer, with good little ‘snippets’ of the film, is able to show potential investors the possibilities for the movie. Now in order to make the trailer, I am going to need tautoko from you. The cost to make a simple 3 min professional trailer is considerable. However, the costs can be drastically reduced, if I am able to get support from nga tangata whenua o Tai Tokerau. For example, if I can get the actors etc to give their time for free (or a greatly reduced cost) this will halve the costs. If I can get sponsors for the costumes too, this will greatly cut costs and so on and on. However, there are some things that are a fixed price, like the camera (about $7,500 for the seven days needed for the shoot!).

Anyway, I realize that you have your own things that you have to do and that your life is taken up with your work and family etc, and that what I am saying may not even interest you in the slightest. It may also be that you cannot see the financial/business advantages of supporting my film. So there are all these reasons why you may not even be interested. But, all I ask is for you to also think of the possibilities and potential for not only the rangatahi but all of our people here in the Tai Tokerau. When this movie is made, our people are going to benefit. In every aspect of the movie, they will be employed first and foremost, before anyone else. This will be our movie. Not a tauiwi movie. The only time tauiwi will be used, is if it is absolutely essential. So, this is your opportunity, and the opportunity of your ropu, hapu, iwi to tautoko the production of Te Whakapouri. Also, even though there is risk in a feature film, if marketed properly, it has as good as any other business enterprise to succeed (I am working out the financial aspects of the movie, which will be fully prepared, once the trailer is completed and I try to get potential overseas investors on board. This is a very lengthy and time consuming part of the film).

So, how can you tautoko me and what I am trying to achieve in a practical way? Well, the first thing I would like to do, before anything else, is to form a ropu specifically for this project. You do not have to have any experience in the industry, just a passion to come on board and make this happen. Ideally I would like to try and form a ropu of 3-5 people from around Whangarei so we can meet on a regular basis (once a month). Secondly, I would like to ask if you have an office space I could utilize part-time, so I can fully focus on what I am doing. Also, if you have a spare computer, hooked up to the internet, and a local land line I can use, this would be appreciated (not asking for much!). But yes, this is just so I can fully focus on the mahi that is required. Thirdly, if you have any putea available to help me in what I am doing. Now, I am after two types of putea. The first is for the day to day running of things, admin, gas etc. The second is a more significant putea to fund the making of the trailer. I realize that may sound cheeky asking for cash straight up, but the reality is, I have been funding this by myself for nearly a year now with no financial help whatsoever, and in order for it to progress to a new level, I need financial assistance. In other words, cash, cold hard cash.

Finally. You have heard all my words. They have all been the truth. If you desire to korero with me, than please simply contact me. Kia-ora.

Naku noa

Na
Mr. Penehamine Neatana-Patuawa
Film-maker.

14 Jan 08

The last few days have been busy. Filmed the reception, now have to edit it. They (the wedding party) are not in a hurry for it to be edited. As for the rest of the business, it shall be based on 100% tikanga Maori. NOT Tauiwi (non-Maori) protocol, which is all about greed and the exploitation of people and resources.

9 Jan 08

Tomorrow Tana Tu Productions will be filming it's first wedding (reception only). It will be a challenge. The job must be filmed with 100% professionalism.

8 Jan 08

Tana Tu productions has a job on Saturday. A wedding. Tana Tu Productions will be filming the reception only. A koha is being asked for this.

6 Jan 09

Persistence and determination are omnipotent. Last year went quickly. The key is to be victorious this year.

1 Jan 09

The year passed quickly. The new year is now upon Mr. Netana-Patuawa. This year there will be NO buts, whys, ifs, should haves, could haves, would haves...There will only be a concerted effort toward the achievement of ALL Mr. Netana-Patuawa's goals! Focus...to focus like the burning rays of a magnifying glass. This will ensure the absolute success of all Mr. Netana-Patuawa's goals! Go hard bro, go hard, because it is better to burn out than to fade away!

25 Dec 08

This above all...to thine own self be true...than to no other man can you be false.

Today Mr. Netana-Patuawa has been feasting like a king! Ka pai kai! Not long to go now until the new year. Mr. Netana-Patuawa is going to go hard out.

Go hard bro, cause it is better to burn out, than to fade away.

There will be no excuses, no ifs, no buts, no procrastination, no fear, only decisive action!

In a world where death is the hunter my friend, there is no room for hesitation or doubts, only action.

And act Mr. Netana-Patuawa will, with decisiveness, confidence and resolute persistence. Whatever goals he sets for himself next year, he will be following them through 100%. Over the next few days he will be re-affirming his goals and objectives for next year. Whatever they may be, he is going to stick to them regardless of whatever obstacles and challenges he may face. He is determined to succeed. As such, he will burn the past behind him and re-invent himself.

18 Dec 08

The end of another year is fast approaching. Mr. Netana-Patuawa will be fully focused and 100% committed to the revitalization and renewal of his business in 2009.

15 Dec 08

10 more days till xmas. Will be selling pukapuka in the next ten days. Am seriously re-evaluating all aspects of business.

11 Dec 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa had a constructive Hui with Martain Kaipo today, the President of the Otangarei Trust. Also saw Lisa from Internal Affairs. Also saw John Day in regards to the doco he is currently working on and developing.

10 Dec 08

The P documentary has hit a wall. Will try one last time to access funding, but, if that comes to no avail, will give it a miss. Am working on a documentary called, 'My life as a political artist'. Am going to complete that documentary, with or without funding.

Realize that the main sectors of society to work with are Maori. That is the target market.

4 Dec 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa will go to the hui tonight and submit his proposal to the tauiwi. It shall be interesting to see what happens.

3 Dec 08

Here is a turkish proverb which Mr. Netana-Patuawa read and found interesting...No matter how far you have gone on the wrong road, turn back.

2 Dec 08

This Thursday there is a hui at the Forum North here in Whanagrei. Mr. Netana-Patuawa intends to put his proposal forward for his P documentary...to see if there is any funding out there so he can make it. His proposal will be straight forward and to the point. If he can get some financial tautoko he will make it, if not, he will not.

1 Dec 08

Goals are on track. Should have new bizzo cards soon. Wrote goals for next year down yesterday. Thought for the day...Believe you can do it.

30 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa has been practising on his new camera. It is a Panasonic MDV1000. It has a excellent Macro capability, plus very clear picture. Not HD, but 3CCD and 10x Zoom Ratio. Mr. Netana-Patuawa is happy with it. The main thing is that it has a 1yr warranty. He will begin work on a feature length film script (for Whangarei A.S.A.P.), which he will shoot over the holidays. Plus continue with his bizzo. He will also organise a fight night in Feb to raise funds for his feature film.

28 Oct 08

New camera arrived today. Mr. Netana-Patuawa is very happy with it.

27 Nov 08

Thought for the day...Go hard...cause it is better to burn out than to fade away.

26 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa is a poet, idealist, film-maker, revolutionary, entrepreneur, writer, actor. He is all the people he has ever been. He will never conform to the false standards of the world. If this means his business does not succeed...so be it!

Thought for the day...This above all, to thine own self be true, than to no other man can you be false.

25 Nov 08

Yesterday and today were good days for Mr. Netana-Patuawa's business...it is 100% back on track. From now on he is going to focus on the positive people who help him and to focus on the positive things that happen. He will dismiss completely the dream stealer's, take utu upon those who wrong him and laugh at his own idiotic mistakes.

Thought for the day...Learn to laugh at life and yourself, otherwise you will never get out alive.

24 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa is committed to his business 100%. That is his sole focus.

23 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa is writing this from the Whangarei library. He is resolved in his decision to pursue his dream of being a film-director. yesterday and the days prior his mind was filled with insecurities and doubts...but a calming sense of destiny is now with him. he will do it...he will direct his first feature film before the age of 40yrs old...So that gives him till the 24th Mar 09 to do so. he will face the future with confidence and courage...filled with the wairua me mana me kaha...spirit and dignity and courage...of his tupuna (ancestors) and te Ariki Ihu Karaiti (the Lord Jesus Christ).

Amen...So be it.

22 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa went to the screening of the movie, 'Flat Life', by the Aitken brothers. They are 16-17yrs old. Mr. Netana-Patuawa acknowledges their success. They will one day be top directors in Aotearoa...this is a certainty.

As for Mr. Netana-Patuawa's hikoi (journey)...well...he is going to succeed. He is going to direct a feature film one day. Hell...if a 16 and 17yr old can do it...he can...and will too!

Anyway...the footage from the short movie shoot was pakaru (no good)...due to the Canon XL1, which Mr. Netana-Patuawa gave back to Bill Hohepa for a full refund. He has bought another camera. So that was a complete waste of time.

It is easy to become discouraged...Mr. Netana-Patuawa has many obstacles...external and internal...which he has to overcome on a daily basis. Still, he will keep on keeping on. He will believe in himself and in the power of his dreams. No one will rob him of those...especially not the dream stealer's (of which there are many in this world).

19 Nov 08

Today Mr. Netana-Patuawa will be dropping fifty of his books off to the local businesses in order to try and raise some capital. He gave the Canon XL1 back to Bill Hohepa, but there was a hold up with the money. Once it comes through it will be spent on a new camera.

Carpe Diem...Seize the Day!

18 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa has rejoined the gym. He is purchasing a new camera tomorrow, as he had to get a refund for his Canon XL1 as it was not going properly. It is deeply saddening, as it was a beautiful camera. Still, he will realize his dreams. Just a temporary challenge!

17 Nov 08

Tana Tu Productions is back on track. Mr. Netana-Patuawa is recommitting to his dream of being a feature film director...It is easy to lose sight of what one wants to do, because of negative people and negative thoughts.

15 Nov 08

The circumstances which arise that predominant a situation that assists a person in destroying all obstacles in his path, resides within the framework of his mental energies.

14 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa has determined that he will commit to the P documentary 100%. This begins today. Right now in fact. He will focus on the mahi (work) that needs to be done, than set about doing it.

He does not, nor ever will, work as the same as mainstream tauiwi (non-Maori) society, with their rigid rules of time frames etc. He works in the manner and style of the himself. He has, and will, continue to do so. However, he has decided to change his style, so that it is a new style of working, which suits himself, but will ensure the success of his business.

Thought for the day...Believe in yourself.

13 Nov 08

How a person handles themselves when faced with adversity will signify whether or not they will succeed or fail in any particular enterprise.

As for Mr. Netana-Patuawa's enterprises...they will succeed...regardless of whatever personal obstacles he may have to face and overcome...he will succeed. This ia a fact.

Most importantly of all...he will do positive thinking...even though in this world of kino (evil) it is easy to focus on the negative...the Paipera Tapu says we must focus on what is positive...especially if we are too succeed.

Thought for the day...No guts, no glory.

11 Nov 08

Not far till the end of the year...and what has a man achieved when all is said and done? It seems as a man grows older, his life flashes before him faster and faster like a speeding bullet. The glory of his youth is behind him and when he tries to capture the fire of his younger dreams...they have often turned to ashes...cold and gray where once they were filled with light and hope and faith.

Anyway...enough of nostalgia...it serves no purpose. One can only focus on the future and what is happening tomorrow. And as for tomorrow...it is what it is. Tomorrow. A distant land in the future.

Thought for the day...So we beat on...boats against the current...borne back ceaselessly into the past.

10 Nov 08

Monday. A new week. Mr. Netana-Patuawa has always liked Mondays more than any other day of the week. It is like the start of a brand new day. Filled with promise and hope.

Part of the short film has been made in Auckland. Now Mr. Netana-Patuawa has to finish the rest of the shots here in Whangarei. In all probability he will not be putting it on You Tube or sending off to any of the short film competitions as he realizes that it will simply not be good enough to do so. This is NO reflection on the actors and cameraman (who did a excellent job), but rather, on Mr. Netana-Patuawa's haphazard organizational skills for this particular project. Still, it was a excellent learning experience as to what to do (and not to do) next time. It is his first short movie he has made in five years, so he is not overly concerned with the fact that it falls far short of his ideal that he had envisioned for it. Technically he is confident that the shots themselves will have come out kei te pai, even though we only used naturally light, plus the sound will be technically good too (kia-ora Toaiva...our cameraman from Maori TV). So Mr. Netana-Patuawa will work on that part time, it should take about one month to finish the rest of the shots and edit.

The narcotic P project begins in earnest today. Mr. Netana-Patuawa is going to commit to that particular project 100% beginning today. It is far easier to make a documentary than it is to make a short movie! All you need is a camera! Make certain the sound is good and that there is good lighting, and Bob's your Uncle! You do not need anything or anybody else. Simple as that. Well, the only other thing you need is whatever it is you are going to record about...that is the subject content...whether that be animals or people etc. As for Mr. Netana-Patuawa, he is interested in people...what makes them tick...their flaws of character, their ideals, their dreams, their uniqueness and everything else that makes them who they are. So his documentaries will be focused on people and their exploits etc. So this P documentary should be interesting to make and record etc. Very much so.

Thought for the day...Up and atom Atom Ant!

9 Nov 08

The Maori Party only managed to secure one more seat...instead of the anticipated seven. Still, Mr. Netana-Patuawa cast his votes...now it is over...it is time to get on with the job.

Filmed the short movie yesterday. Thanks to everyone who participated.

8 Nov 08

Today Mr. Netana-Patuawa will cast two votes...Party vote for the Maori Party...List vote for Mr. Hone Harawira. Hopefully the Maori party will win all seven Maori seats! Ka pai!

Have decided to shoot the film today, instead of tonight, if Mr. Netana-Patuawa can get hold of the leading lady...and if she can do it earlier, instead of tonight. It will be better to do it today. The wairua will still be there. So that is the plan.

Cannot wait to get home!

7 Nov 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa had a choice korero on the phone today with a representative from West Pac bank...a very friendly young lady. It always picks someone up when you speak to friendly and nice people.

Mr. Netana-Patuawa has been majorly stressing about staying here in Auckland...horrible place...will be so happy when he leaves. He will be making his short movie apopo (tomorrow). There is also a film festival in Manakau which he would like to go to if he receives his putea (finances). Otherwise the situation will be very precarious! To say the least!

Still, it is all good. The movie will be choice to make...a challenge!

5 Nov 08

Quick blog...in Aucks...camera is in good working order. Hui cancelled at Aho Whakaari (internal politics). Short movie Aroha on track...auditions tonight at K rd. Have a camera man, Mr. Netana-Patuawa will be acting the part of Gangsta.

31 Oct 08

Mr Netana-Patuawa is back on track in regards to his business and feature length film. Even though he has had a temporary set back, he is determined to persist in his endeavours regardless of the obstacles. By having a clear vision of his desired dream, enables him to overcome all adversity.

Mr. Netana-Patuawa missed out on the contract (they decided to film it themselves...we shall see how hoary that looks!). Still, that is yesterday. Full focus is on today. He has rearranged his website. He will be making a business ad for his production company to be placed on his website, so that others can look at it for a example of his work.

Thought for the day...A creative entrepreneur is a calculated risk taker who is open to opportunities and ideas, but whose passion is not blind.

29 Oct 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa will have a attitude of success...not defeatism! Te Whakapouri is not unattainable. It is achievable. Toward this end, he is calling a Hui next week in Auckland at the offices of Aho Whakaari...the Maori film and television office. He realizes he needs to get some people on board who want to develop this concept too. Because it is too big for one man to do alone...many hands make the burden easier to bare. Every major film, such as Te Whakapouri, requires a concerted effort of at least two or more people on board. So, this is what is going to happen.
Have a Hui today at 9 a.m. about a possible contract for a video job for Mr. Netana-Patuawa's business. It will be his first contract. Hopefully he gets it! He will try his best anyway to secure the contract...if he does he will do a 100% job! A 100% professional job!

27 Oct 08

Well...Mr. Netana-Patuawa does not even know if anyone even reads this blog...or looks at his website.
Today is the 27th of Oct 08...so this gives Mr. Netana-Patuawa exactly 65 days to write, produce, shoot and direct a short movie. If people can make short movies in 48 hrs, than he can make one in 65 days!
The key to a excellent movie is the manipulation of light, effects and sound...they have to be done in such a way as to inspire the wairua (soul) of a person. The most effective movies and documentaries are those that touch people's ngakau me wairua (heart and soul).
As for Te Whakapouri...it seems like a distant dream...unattainable and impossible. However, one way it could be done, is to shoot it with actors and actresses who are willing to do it for free...for the trailer that is. Plus, for Mr. Netana-Patuawa to shoot it himself with his camera. No-one else...just himself. Than this way, it would be self funded. The only costs would be kai, travel, prop hire and the costumes...but Mr. Netana-Patuawa could even look for a sponsor for these things too. Still, how would it come out? Mr. Netana-Patuawa believes it is better to do whatever he does diligently, rather than some half baked project. Still, it is a possibility to do it this way. Who knows, it might even come out right! So, that is just one way of looking at it.
As for Mr. Netana-Patuawa's business...it is not happening right now...his camera, Canon XL1 is in the shop getting fixed, won't be back for at least another week. It may cost hundreds to get fixed. The capture port is being fixed.
Mr. Netana-Patuawa has internal issues which he is also in the process of attempting to overcome. His inner demons as it were. Still, these are common to all those who are in pursuit of heroic ideals.
Thought for the day...Let us dare to dream the impossible dream and to fight the unbeatable foe.

23 Oct 08

The other night Mr. Netana-Patuawa went to the short film festival here in Whangarei. It has inspired him to make a short movie ASAP.

22 Oct 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa submitted his proposal to make a documentary about P (narcotic speed). So he will find out at the end of next month if he receives the funding or not.

He will also be focusing on another documentary he has in mind, which will be called, 'A interview with Benjamin Nathan, the man who smashed the America's cup.' The man who did it is a very interesting character, who has played many different roles in life and acted many different parts...award winning poet, actor, film-maker, inmate, criminal, professional boxer, entrepreneur, pimp and te mea te mea te mea (so on and on and on). So he is committed to both projects 100%.

As for Te Whakapouri...well...Mr. Netana-Patuawa will need to form a core ropu who want to make it...to raise the cash and do it. It has fizzled out for now...ha ha ha...but not completely! Still, it will require a team to bring it to realization. The difference with the doco's is that Mr. Netana-Patuawa can make them basically on his own. All they require are good sound, lighting and composition (for the interviews). So he is going to get stuck into doing them. He will complete them by next year.

Some people take years to make doco's or write books and plays etc...not Mr. Netana-Patuawa...he is a mover and shaker!

Thought for the day...The world still has it's glittering prizes for those with the courage to seize them.

19 Oct 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa is seriously considering moving to Auckland. If he is to be successful as a film-maker he needs to go where there are others who are doing the same mahi. Still, that is a huge move, going to Aucks.
People may think this is being impetuous, but, Mr. Netana-Patuawa is not enjoying the video production business side of things. It is ho-ha...and the way he sees it, he will not do mahi which he does not want...or like to do. Simple as that. His passion is to make movies. Still, is he a natural director? Can he teach himself to be one? He believes so. Still, you either have natural abilities or you do not. Mr. Netana-Patuawa believes he does. Time will tell.

18 Oct 08

Winston Peters is coming to Whangarei tomorrow...so Mr. Netana-Patuawa might go and see him...see what he is all about. He is like a Phoneix that fella...Always rising above political situations which would destroy lesser men.
Will definitely vote for the Maori Party. Both votes. They are the only ones who truly represent Maori. So hopefully they will claim all seven Maori seats.

17 Oct 08

Mr. Netana-Patuawa watched the Northland amateur film competition last night. It was choice to go too. saw some good shorts and some crappy ones. The best one was a musical directed by Kelly Johnson (main actor from Goodbye Pork Pie). It was very well directed in the opinion of Mr. Netana-Patuawa. It received the biggest clap by far.

Watching them has re motivated Mr. Netana-Patuawa to get going and make a short movie himself. So he is going to do that. Perhaps instead of focusing his business on making projects he has no interest in i.e. Business ads etc. He should just focus on those things that he really wants to do. He will need to seriously consider that.
As for Te Whakapouri. Worked on a redraft the other night. Also had a email from Grant who wants to play the part of Tana Tu. So the fire is still smouldering. The reality is, all it will take is cash. Cold hard cash. Simple as that. So, what Mr. Penehamine Netana-Patuawa needs to do, is to make some cash by whatever means is necessary.
Thought for the day...Men who try to do something and fail, are infinitely better off than those who do nothing and succeed.

15 Oct 08

Today Mr. Netana-Patuawa (the writer of this blog and who from this time forth shall refer to himself in the third person) had a korero (talk) with Kelly Johnson, who was one of the main actors on the feature film Goodbye Pork pie, which was a smash hit in the early eighties. He is now a lawyer, as well as acting in local productions with the Whangarei theatre.
Whangarei has three theatre organizations, but not one film organization. Mr. Netana-Patuawa would try to organize one, but, he is unsure of the response. So for now he will taiho (wait). Anyway, Kelly wants to direct a feature film one day...and Mr. Netana-Patuawa knows he will be fully committed to such a project. How good of a director he is, who knows, only Kelly.
As for Te Whakapouri...it is time to recommit again. A major rewrite of the script is going to be the first step. The first two are still too 'scattered', too many characters and scenes. So it is going to be 'tightened'. So Mr. Netana-Patuawa will begin on that tonight. He will look at doing two hours per night, if he feels like doing more, he will, otherwise, it will be that definite time frame. Set hours, set work.
Now as for the business, it has been going for three weeks and three days. Mr. Netana-Patuawa, to be honest, has slackened off his original enthusiasm. He was all gung ho the first two weeks, but now he has slackened off a bit! Still, he has achieved some worthy factors, but he also needs to re motivate himself in that regards as well. He 'cold called' numerous businesses. But, will work out a new strategy for that, as it is too hard mentally and emotionally. He also filmed a wananga on the weekend, from which he has had a few sales. So that is his first serious paid job for his business.
Last night he had a raruraru (conflict) with the Arts Promotion Trust. He had a bit of a haka boogie with the chairman of the board! Ha ha ha. So that avenue is cut off.
So, the blog shall be back on track regularly. Plus the focus on the film project.
Thought for the day...Everything comes to him who HUSTLES while he waits.

9 Oct 08

Well Mr. Netana-Patuawa posted a couple more vids on You Tube, so that is kei te pai. Nothing major, just some small projects he did this year to tutu around with. He is determined to get back on track in regards to his film project...for it is easy to lose sight of one's goals. So he will need to get his A into G and get going hard out! And he will do precisely that.

A person who succeeds, is the one who has a clear goal and keeps at it relentlessly. Mr. Netana-Patuawa knows that for a fact. No-one will do it on his behalf, he must and will do it on his own behalf. No more pissing around, no more excuses, only resolute determination! In a world where death is the hunter my friend, there is no room for regrets or doubts...only action!